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channonyarrow) wrote2004-03-30 09:45 pm
channonyarrow) wrote2004-03-30 09:45 pm
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Fair warning
A note to all concerned:
I do not operate on emotions. I operate on logic. When I feel emotions, it is with intensity that scares me; consequently I try to avoid feeling emotions at all.
Yes, I am a Vulcan.
Additionally, I am an opportunist and a pragmatist. I take what I want, when I can get it without undue hassle on my part. This is a consistent pattern of my life. The concepts of monogamy, morals, and fair play are alien to me. Life is about doing what I want, how I want, and to hell with the hindmost.
So, to sum up, do not give me your heart. I am just as likely to squeeze it to see how compressed it gets, or to vivisect it to see what happens as I am to do anything else.
I am not, generally, a depressed individual, nor is this some goth pose. I am, somehow, a slightly defective human being. Overly educated, very intelligent, and emotionally afraid and/or nearly dead. I don't commmit to anything beyond fun - my fun - and emotions scare me, but logic is practically an orgasm on a page.
Surprisingly, all my metaphors are about sex. Clearly, I need graham crackers.
Fair warning. Do not give me your heart as I will just watch to see what happens when I break it.
I do not operate on emotions. I operate on logic. When I feel emotions, it is with intensity that scares me; consequently I try to avoid feeling emotions at all.
Yes, I am a Vulcan.
Additionally, I am an opportunist and a pragmatist. I take what I want, when I can get it without undue hassle on my part. This is a consistent pattern of my life. The concepts of monogamy, morals, and fair play are alien to me. Life is about doing what I want, how I want, and to hell with the hindmost.
So, to sum up, do not give me your heart. I am just as likely to squeeze it to see how compressed it gets, or to vivisect it to see what happens as I am to do anything else.
I am not, generally, a depressed individual, nor is this some goth pose. I am, somehow, a slightly defective human being. Overly educated, very intelligent, and emotionally afraid and/or nearly dead. I don't commmit to anything beyond fun - my fun - and emotions scare me, but logic is practically an orgasm on a page.
Surprisingly, all my metaphors are about sex. Clearly, I need graham crackers.
Fair warning. Do not give me your heart as I will just watch to see what happens when I break it.