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EVERYONE ON AIM IS TALKING TO EVERYONE ELSE AND THEY ALL HATE ME!
I am SO BORED.
You people are damned mean, is all I have to say.
I am SO BORED.
You people are damned mean, is all I have to say.
2004-06-24
(no subject)
I am penning this note from the depths of the computer room, whence I have retired to share valuable information with all of you.
Cass is not allowed to finish a sentence.
I have slapped this down about ten times tonight and gave up halfway through dinner.
Is it any fucking wonder that I intensely dislike most of my relatives?
Cass is not allowed to finish a sentence.
I have slapped this down about ten times tonight and gave up halfway through dinner.
Is it any fucking wonder that I intensely dislike most of my relatives?
(no subject)
Dear world:
I am sick and tired of being treated as if I am the most terrifying bitch in the world. I am sick and tired, in fact, of being treated as any sort of bitch. Because you know what?
I'm not. It's all you, baby.
Every. Fucking. Time. Someone treats me like a bitch, it makes me more of one, more angry, more depressed, more defensive, and you still have no clue. I am not the scariest, meanest, most vicious mofo to walk the earth, and I am no longer interested in being treated that way.
But fuck. I'm so sorry that people can't seem to figure that out. I'll try harder to be sweetness and light and to disregard the fact that everyone has made up their minds who I am.
The only problem with that is that I only believe in apologising for things I'm willing to change. And I am not willing to pretend that the fact that I am a bitch is anything more than your perception problem. I am not willing to pretend that you do anything other than simply call me that to avoid addressing me. I am not willing to change my life for you.
Because it would be a pretty fucking drastic change right now.
I am not your bitch, I am not a bitch. If you are too fucking stupid and blind to see that, then I don't need you.
It fucking well hurts every time someone assumes that I am, goddamnit.
But I forgot. I'm a bitch. I don't have any feelings.
I never want to speak to another human being as long as I live. Since I apparently am so broken that I cannot even pretend to be human well.
No love whatsoever,
Cass
I am sick and tired of being treated as if I am the most terrifying bitch in the world. I am sick and tired, in fact, of being treated as any sort of bitch. Because you know what?
I'm not. It's all you, baby.
Every. Fucking. Time. Someone treats me like a bitch, it makes me more of one, more angry, more depressed, more defensive, and you still have no clue. I am not the scariest, meanest, most vicious mofo to walk the earth, and I am no longer interested in being treated that way.
But fuck. I'm so sorry that people can't seem to figure that out. I'll try harder to be sweetness and light and to disregard the fact that everyone has made up their minds who I am.
The only problem with that is that I only believe in apologising for things I'm willing to change. And I am not willing to pretend that the fact that I am a bitch is anything more than your perception problem. I am not willing to pretend that you do anything other than simply call me that to avoid addressing me. I am not willing to change my life for you.
Because it would be a pretty fucking drastic change right now.
I am not your bitch, I am not a bitch. If you are too fucking stupid and blind to see that, then I don't need you.
It fucking well hurts every time someone assumes that I am, goddamnit.
But I forgot. I'm a bitch. I don't have any feelings.
I never want to speak to another human being as long as I live. Since I apparently am so broken that I cannot even pretend to be human well.
No love whatsoever,
Cass