channonyarrow: (never come back // vormav)
channonyarrow ([personal profile] channonyarrow) wrote2008-02-06 06:20 pm

Yeah, whatever.

The truth has been admitted. I will never, ever, ever finish my [livejournal.com profile] fanfic100 commitment, so why pretend?

Actually, I'm giving pretty serious thought to whether I should write anything ever again. I do not seem to have the drive or the fucked-in-the-headness that I think good writing (at least in my chosen genres) really takes.

Food for thought.
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[identity profile] channonyarrow.livejournal.com 2008-02-08 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
No, seriously, don't threaten me with that. That's really not cool. I'm completely serious about that. I'm assuming that you're mostly not serious, but I don't want to hear something like that in this way. I can't react, and I have no idea if you're saying that you THINK you should be, or that you're about to walk out the door. I realise that you have big, big problems that are not, unfortunately, currently solved, and that the light at the end of the tunnel is pretty fucking far away, but that's a threat, and I'm not interested in threats. I'm interested in you, and in helping you and knowing you, but I won't be a party to threats like that.