channonyarrow: (advisory warning // darumaseye)
channonyarrow ([personal profile] channonyarrow) wrote2004-06-04 09:44 pm

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So.

Prisoner of Azkaban was good. I want to shag about two thirds of the cast even more than I did before because I am a pervert, along with the rest of the world.

And I shall leave you with that thought, rather than dragging you into the mire of depression that I sink into when I'm lonely.

Yay depression.

It's mood swings like this that make me wish I was physically capable of forcing myself to take medication. But the crippling inability to do anything and the constant need to cry would make it difficult. So I just wind up sleeping a lot.

And I'll shut up now. It's too fucking much effort to type.

[identity profile] melpamene.livejournal.com 2004-06-04 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm here, and you know I understand. Never hesitate to talk to me.

[identity profile] channonyarrow.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks.

[identity profile] lzz.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no! I hope you feel better soon... I always find depression tends to hit when I am very tired.

If I say, "Turn to page three hundred and ninety-four!" in a stern voice, will it cheer you up?

I'm not quite sure what you mean about the medication. Do you mean you can't take tablets? I found medication helped.

[identity profile] channonyarrow.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
No, I just refuse to. I had a prescription for Ritalin (legalised speed for ADHD) yonks ago, and turned into a bitch while on it. Or rather, a much less amusing one than I normally am. Things that normally I would have been howling on the floor laughing about just pissed me off.

So I can't take Nurofen or anything else now.

PoA needed more Snape.

[identity profile] tararaven.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
You know, if you like, I share my new Venus Fly Trap with you? It seems quite happy and I am sure you won't poke it.... we can just sit and watch it eating flies and spiders. HA!

Sorry about depression, but I know how reluctant you are about medication - I am, too! But then, I hope to see you online later, hopefully feeling better?

*hugs*
Tara

[identity profile] channonyarrow.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
*shares Venus Fly Trap*

Thanks. I hope to be better tomorrow.

[identity profile] orionnoire.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'll be on tonight (well probably in the middle of the afternoon for you) if you want to talk.

[identity profile] channonyarrow.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll definitely be on tomorrow, as today was entirely too intense to do anything with me other than lock me in a barrel and shove it over Niagara Falls.

Thanks for the hug. I'll be better tomorrow, I promise. Civil, even.

[identity profile] srichard.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
Shit. I'm very, very sorry about this. I could say that I'm here if you need to talk, but I think that's pretty much a given since I'm always fucking here and I haven't ignored you yet.

[identity profile] channonyarrow.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
And here I am talking to you!

And feeling better, btw.

[identity profile] aimlesscoyote.livejournal.com 2004-06-06 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
*Grooms you* *lick lick lick*