channonyarrow

Oh, easily more. I love lordjavac and jkivela to snuggly bits, absolutely, but those ended well. They're not hanging on in my life, unresolved, particularly not by my own inaction. I never told Raeli how I felt - so my mind wanders around wondering what might have happened if I had. And that makes it easy to blow them out of all proportion to what they should have been or would have been if they'd gone where we wanted.