Hm.

[channonyarrow]

My country and its policies make me want to commit suicide.

I realise this is ineffective. However - well, at least Sisyphus was dead when he had to push that big fucking rock up the hill. He couldn't expect much in the way of a state change.

All I can expect is that it does not matter what I or anyone else do, things will continue to get worse and to veer further and further into the land of crazy.

I want to die.

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[channonyarrow.livejournal.com]

I'd be gone in a minute but the problems we're causing are becoming increasingly global, and I'm getting the totally futile sense that there's nowhere to go that's actually going to be safe - though there are places to go that meet other of my needs, like health care.