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[channonyarrow]

No offence to the people who are currently entertaining me (*waves at Tara and Amiboshi*) but...I am bored.

And a bit upset.

See, I'm running out of one-year-ago. To realise that one year ago, in about four hours, I was getting up to go to Magdalen College for May Morning, then on to the college for May Morning breakfast is depressing. In 11 days, it will be the one year of my submission of my dissertation. In a month, it'll be exams.

On September 25th, it will be one year since I came home.

I'm running out of time and I don't know what to do, or how to fix this. It's just getting worse and worse. Harder and harder.

I don't know at all how to do what I want. I know what to do, but how - the money, the legalities...feel like the Alps. And I'm barefoot to scale them.

Fuck.

Comments

[lzz.livejournal.com]

Is there a legal significance to the one-year thing?

[channonyarrow.livejournal.com]

No, just a depressing one.

[tararaven.livejournal.com]

Oi! I spent May Morning with you (and the fuckwits from Somerville across the road!) and you'll come back soon, so no worries!! I wish I could give you a job, a flat, a life, but I can't. What can do is be here and wait till you come back - and I will!! You can do it!!!

[channonyarrow.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I feel better.

[tararaven.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
Think of the Commune in the forest!
Yeah!

[jkivela.livejournal.com]

Very poetic, and you have my support, so you're not alone.

[channonyarrow.livejournal.com]

*takes you with me*