I am not going to attempt 1209 miles one-way in my car. I am not going to shake this feeling of ennui and sameness by loading the car up with roadtrip supplies and driving out to Storm King Mountain. I am not going to get "I'll take my chances on truck stops and state lines" tattooed on my other wrist. I am not going to keep googling disaster sites. I am not going to believe that my life has passed me by. I am not going to do anything involving the phrase "Welcome to the 21st century, digital children." I am not going to drive to Oregon, Utah, Wyoming, Montana, British Columbia, Alaska, Minnesota, Illinois, or Colorado. I am not going to dye my hair green merely for the sake of change. I am not going to buy things to replace happiness.
I am not going to give in to this feeling.
I am going to prioritise so that I have more time to not listen to lists and deadlines.
I am going to stop feeling guilty.
I am going to be angry.
I am going to edit.
I am going to study.
I am going to win.
I will always win.
I am not going to give in to this feeling.
I am going to prioritise so that I have more time to not listen to lists and deadlines.
I am going to stop feeling guilty.
I am going to be angry.
I am going to edit.
I am going to study.
I am going to win.
I will always win.
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I think some of it is that I somehow got full points on my Visual Basic project and I literally DO NOT understand HOW THAT HAPPENED, because Fuckhead was less than explanatory, and I'm fairly sure that he'd graded everyone else's assignment, which should have meant a 20% drop every day, and then I thought "Why am I even THINKING about this? Why am I doing it? I want to be at Storm King!"
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... that. The sense. Where is it?
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I am TERRIBLY emo, obvs. All the other places in my Tweet were disaster sites. GO ME.
I was hoping that I would get FORTY PERCENT, which so far as I knew, was full credit that I could achieve since I was THREE DAYS LATE, and I'd heard that he'd graded some peoples' work already. I am so confused by him.
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Ladies and gentlemen, that's what I do in *my* spare time. I study HUMAN PAIN.
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((and I know, you deserve a visit from me first...))
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